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Shikagsu
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 Neh... need to rant this
This really has no purprose, but I want to rant it out anyway
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forenote- this is not craft related at all, and angsty
Sometimes I wonder... why in the hell do I even %)#^ing care? Why do I even try? I mean seriously, what am I thinking? Life makes it quite clear that exactly what I want is exactly what I can't have. The more I want it, the more I can't have it, and the more I'm going to get smacked down when I try.
I really do wonder lately why I care, I get concerned over things that don't matter because I can't do anything about them, and in the end, I won't get what I want anyway.
I am just so utterly frustrated right now, and I'm not really sure what to do. I've basically gotten myself into the same situation as my Second that causes him the rather annoyingly horrid anguish he's in, that we both feel.
So now I just have no clue what the hell to do. I can't just stop these feelings, but it's quite clear at this point they are likely to be completely in vain.
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 Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 9:28 am
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Luinbariel
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I wish I could help, in some way. So for now, I'll let you know if you need anything, if there's anything you feel I can do, I'm here.
Don't give up. Just know that there is most likely a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how long and dark it is, and that I'm sure all of us are willing to help in any way we can, even if it's just support. What are friends for?
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 4:00 pm
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Shikagsu
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heh, 'if we're going to make it we have to stick together' neh?
A large part of me feels like I have no chance now for something I really wanted.... but another part of me is still saying "Fox... just be patient, you shouldn't give up just yet."
On a sadistically up note... my friend Andrew has it worse I just found out today, ^_^U
Thank you for the sentiment though. Let's work together as time goes on. Kin needs to work as a team, or we won't survive.
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:01 pm
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Luinbariel
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In a way, yes. We will stick together to help each other, however we can.
And I get the feeling that patience is pretty much exactly what you need. All the best things are worth waiting for, even if they are as much as peace of mind.
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:21 pm
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Shikagsu
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heh heh... peace of mind? that doesn't exist in my life ^_^U I'm an Air sign, we're constantly scatter brained.
It's just I remember something said by someone involved in my situation awhile ago, when I told them I had all the patience in the world for this, they said, "good, because you'll most likely have to be patient with it."
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:26 pm
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Luinbariel
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Well, you were right, by the seems of it.
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:28 pm
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Shikagsu
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oh yeah... considering this situation may involve me moving out of state. And of course, it involved Otherkin, so I can't just turn my back on it.
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:40 pm
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Luinbariel
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Wow, that sucks.
I suggest moving to Canada, and becoming a Canadian citizen.
Lol but of course I would, I'm biased and love it here.
Anywho, of course I wish you luck once again. *hug*
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:54 pm
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Shikagsu
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Neh, i'd rather move somewhere more green... and less cold ^_^U
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 3:01 am
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*Stretches arms right the way across the world and hugs Shikagsu tightly*
Aw hun. I'm here too... had a client today, so I couldn't come online until real late, but I'm there in spirit. I hope things get better.
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 9:15 am
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Shikagsu
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heh, it's nice to know people care 
Kasanio, khiha nous amatreh!
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2007 3:31 am
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Luinbariel
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Hmm, I made a post here earlier and I guess it didn't show up.
I was saying that Canada is actually warm for certain parts of the year. It always gets me going when people don't realize we get just as warm as most parts of the states, up to 40 celcius sometimes. And just as green. It's just that we have either end of the structure.
Just drives me crazy, heh. We live in the greenest city in Canada, just happens to get the coldest in winter, too.
*bites lip, stops rant*
Anwho, yes. 
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2007 3:41 pm
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Lol Luinbariel!
I think its our winter part of the year that puts people off
*hates winter*
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2007 4:20 pm
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Shikagsu
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Luin, if someone had posted a response as you were writing yours, it catches you in another page that you have to tell it you still want to post, or something like that. It's happened to me about 3 times ^_^U
oddly, it's usually because you or Nanaya posted while I was writing
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2007 6:26 pm
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Luinbariel
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I have noticed that, Shikagsu, but it wasn't the case this time. Ah well, whatever the case, the gist of it was posted this last time around.
As for the winter, I guess I'm just used to it. You don't even feel the cold anymore, you're just... there, I suppose. It's dangerous enough some nights not to drive anywhere in the country, as if your car breaks down, you'll be sort of ... well, dead, unless someone else goes by, which is rare at that time.
Ah well, I like my country. I can handle it!
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